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December 2nd, 2022 11:14There's a kind of thinking where asking someone a question is inherently an act of shaming them.
There's a related kind of thinking where refusing to take action until someone has answered your question is an even bigger act of shaming them.
This is fundamentally in conflict with ways of thinking that respect express consent.
Not all cultures are equal and it is safe to call this kind of thinking toxic.
There's a related kind of thinking where refusing to take action until someone has answered your question is an even bigger act of shaming them.
This is fundamentally in conflict with ways of thinking that respect express consent.
Not all cultures are equal and it is safe to call this kind of thinking toxic.
Blockchains
December 22nd, 2021 12:25Christine Lemmer-Webber explains what a "blockchain" is - or, perhaps, what she thinks is the sine qua non in the middle of that "roguelike"-like murky cluster of concepts implied by the overall usage of that word. (Which, I suppose is the most we can ever really expect as an answer to any question of "what" "something" "is".)
I feel like I understood this better before all this cryptocurrency discourse became a thing.
Blockchains are not magic pixie dust, putting something on a blockchain does not make it work better or more decentralized... indeed, what a blockchain really does is converging (or re-centralizing) a machine from a decentralized set of computers. And it always does so with some cost, some set of overhead... but what those costs and overhead are varies depending on what the configuration decisions are. Those decisions should always stem from some careful thinking about what those trust and integrity needs are... one of the more frustrating things about blockchains being a technology of great hype and low understanding is that such care is much less common than it should be.
I feel like I understood this better before all this cryptocurrency discourse became a thing.
MMOs versus FOSS - tl;dr the entire way an MMO is structured means you can't do any hard anti-cheat and still have your game be FOSS
Adrian's post with discussion
My abridged comment:
Brainstorming some beneath the cut.
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I am aware that all of this offloads a lot of power and responsibility onto a server admin. Perhaps there's some way to distribute this authority in a communally-controlled server setup, but that is beyond the scope of this brainstorm.
Adrian's post with discussion
My abridged comment:
the only alternative i can come up with that doesn't require the entire playsim to be server-side-only is to have a decentralized mmo (w/opt-in federation if there's to be any at all) where individual admins are strongly encouraged by both word and UX to actively vet players and run instances in a way that's conductive to ppl identifying with it as part of a communityWhich raises the question: what sort of design features would encourage this?
Brainstorming some beneath the cut.
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I am aware that all of this offloads a lot of power and responsibility onto a server admin. Perhaps there's some way to distribute this authority in a communally-controlled server setup, but that is beyond the scope of this brainstorm.
Myth
Investors buy small enterprises and use their money to make those enterprises better at competing against their peers at doing what they do. These improved enterprises make more money by virtue of their superior product.
Reality
Investors use their money to buy up all the small enterprises in a particular area in order to monopolize it. Sometimes in order to do this they are forced to invest some money in improving these enterprises or, more typically, manufacturing whatever impressions of improvement are helpful at the moment in the quest to buy out more enterprises - or destroy whatever cannot be bought out. It is never good to improve anything too much, because that money could have been spent on more buyouts and any delay in the monopolization process is an unbearable risk.
Once the monopoly is secure, the investors are free to revert to pure rent-seeking behaviour. Everything falls apart as the entire industry and everything reliant on it is sucked dry and left to rot.
Investors buy small enterprises and use their money to make those enterprises better at competing against their peers at doing what they do. These improved enterprises make more money by virtue of their superior product.
Reality
Investors use their money to buy up all the small enterprises in a particular area in order to monopolize it. Sometimes in order to do this they are forced to invest some money in improving these enterprises or, more typically, manufacturing whatever impressions of improvement are helpful at the moment in the quest to buy out more enterprises - or destroy whatever cannot be bought out. It is never good to improve anything too much, because that money could have been spent on more buyouts and any delay in the monopolization process is an unbearable risk.
Once the monopoly is secure, the investors are free to revert to pure rent-seeking behaviour. Everything falls apart as the entire industry and everything reliant on it is sucked dry and left to rot.
Myth
A civilization becomes decadent as its people become soft and unmanly. The Good Men violently resist but the temptations of degeneration become irresistible and the civilization eventually crumbles.
Reality
A civilization becomes decadent as its increased resources allow their most brutish, stupid and violent men to indulge in their delusions en masse. Eventually a population of such men gains critical mass and bully and murder their way to power; once on top, they set off a spiral of violent suppression, aggressive mismanagement and diplomatic catastrophe. They double down on their methods and philosophies each time something bad happens, trusting in their continued ability to reclaim the state monopoly on violence as proof that they are doing things right.
The civilization is eventually conquered by people who all but accidentally walk all over them, wondering at what had happened to this fabled mighty warrior-race of old.
A civilization becomes decadent as its people become soft and unmanly. The Good Men violently resist but the temptations of degeneration become irresistible and the civilization eventually crumbles.
Reality
A civilization becomes decadent as its increased resources allow their most brutish, stupid and violent men to indulge in their delusions en masse. Eventually a population of such men gains critical mass and bully and murder their way to power; once on top, they set off a spiral of violent suppression, aggressive mismanagement and diplomatic catastrophe. They double down on their methods and philosophies each time something bad happens, trusting in their continued ability to reclaim the state monopoly on violence as proof that they are doing things right.
The civilization is eventually conquered by people who all but accidentally walk all over them, wondering at what had happened to this fabled mighty warrior-race of old.
Two points, M and F, are placed along the X axis.
A third point, G, is arbitrarily placed. The resulting triangle almost never has a right or obtuse angle, except in rare cases the corner occupied by G itself.
This setup is filtered through a representation that only shows points along the X axis, discarding all other data.
For any unequal length of GM and GF, given any non-zero value for G.y:
Example:( Read more... )
One consequence is that, for any given G, the relative difference between GM and GF is always going to be exaggerated when viewed through the flattened representation. Where G.y is much greater than MF, GM and GF may be different by a rounding error while the flat representation shows an enormous bias one way or the other.
A third point, G, is arbitrarily placed. The resulting triangle almost never has a right or obtuse angle, except in rare cases the corner occupied by G itself.
This setup is filtered through a representation that only shows points along the X axis, discarding all other data.
For any unequal length of GM and GF, given any non-zero value for G.y:
- GM will be longer than the distance from G.x to M.x.
- GF will be longer than the distance from G.x to F.x.
- The proportion between GM and GF will be closer to 1 than will the proportion of the distance from G.x to M.x versus G.x to F.x.
Example:( Read more... )
One consequence is that, for any given G, the relative difference between GM and GF is always going to be exaggerated when viewed through the flattened representation. Where G.y is much greater than MF, GM and GF may be different by a rounding error while the flat representation shows an enormous bias one way or the other.
So there's the old controversy about AO3 floating around Tumblr and I don't feel like replying to any of those threads, so I'll put down my thoughts here.
The problem: OTW (the organization that runs AO3) is, for some good (or at least earnest, well-intentioned, good-in-principle) reasons that go to the very reasons for its founding, highly allergic to any moralistic censorship of any kind whatsoever.
Unfortunately, ( CW: references to (fictional) child sexual abuse, and other less severe but still nasty and misogynistic porn tropes. )
Anyway, yes I'm aware much better thinkers than me have spent a lot more time on this. But I'd still like to do this as a reminder to myself how AO3 (which I fully intend to continue using for the time being) got to this point in the first place.
Based on what I've written out, though, I think they can do better. And I think the times are changing in a way that eventually they will.
The problem: OTW (the organization that runs AO3) is, for some good (or at least earnest, well-intentioned, good-in-principle) reasons that go to the very reasons for its founding, highly allergic to any moralistic censorship of any kind whatsoever.
Unfortunately, ( CW: references to (fictional) child sexual abuse, and other less severe but still nasty and misogynistic porn tropes. )
Anyway, yes I'm aware much better thinkers than me have spent a lot more time on this. But I'd still like to do this as a reminder to myself how AO3 (which I fully intend to continue using for the time being) got to this point in the first place.
Based on what I've written out, though, I think they can do better. And I think the times are changing in a way that eventually they will.
On why money is tax.
January 21st, 2021 18:16Ant, Uber, and the true nature of money by Cory Doctorow
When You Know by Tim Bray
I should keep this in mind for any further worldbuilding stuff. Sure beats uncritically rehashing barter mechanics and GP...
The actual historical reality, supported by history, archaeology and anthropology, is that governments created money by creating tax. The first "money" was the Babylonian ledgers that recorded how much of their crops farmers owed to the state and their creditors.
Money took a leap forward with imperial conquest: emperors solved the logistical problem of feeding and billeting their occupying soldiers by charging the occupied a tax that had to be paid for in coins stamped with the emperor's head.
They paid the soldiers in these coins, and demanded that their conquered populations somehow get the coins in order to pay their tax, with violent consequences if the tax wasn't paid. So the people sold food and other necessities to soldiers to get the coins.
Money, in other words, is how states provision themselves, and it derives its value from the fact that you have to pay your taxes in it. Governments spend money into existence by buying labor and goods from the public, and then tax it out of existence once a year. ...
When You Know by Tim Bray
OK, let me add one additional argument for why Bitcoin is not and can never be “real” money. You know what real money is? Money you can use to pay your taxes. The USA, in 2018, had about 140 million taxpayers. Suppose 10% of them wanted to use Bitcoin to pay their taxes. Let’s say the global Bitcoin network can process ten transactions per second (it can’t, it’s slower than that). By my arithmetic, at 10/second it would take the whole network, running flat out, not doing anything else, over five months to process those payments and refunds. This is just Federal Income Tax.
I should keep this in mind for any further worldbuilding stuff. Sure beats uncritically rehashing barter mechanics and GP...
[EDIT 2021-02-03: I was reminded shortly after the last edit that HD's code is derivative of the GZDoom source and has to be GPL anyway. The only things I'd be able to get away with putting under a licence like what I've got here is story and art that (1) isn't likely to be stolen by chuds anyway; (2) where it would be is public-domain source stuff that they've already taken and I'm trying to reclaim; or (3) I'd be much better off taking more energy to write and design in such a way that better gets the underlying values across.]
[EDIT (same day as OP): This is going to interact poorly with the Freedoom stuff. Staying BSD for now, though this was an interesting thought experiment.]
Now that I'm reviewing the HD distribution licence anyway, and given how easily this sort of project can be used for nefarious purposes, I'm thinking of moving away from a proper FLOSS licence in favour of something less inherently chaotic.
So here's an attempt, felt legalistic might delete later:( Read more... )
Not at all sure about this, really - in all likelihood it'll just stay in this blog post as a thought experiment.
[EDIT (same day as OP): This is going to interact poorly with the Freedoom stuff. Staying BSD for now, though this was an interesting thought experiment.]
Now that I'm reviewing the HD distribution licence anyway, and given how easily this sort of project can be used for nefarious purposes, I'm thinking of moving away from a proper FLOSS licence in favour of something less inherently chaotic.
So here's an attempt, felt legalistic might delete later:( Read more... )
Not at all sure about this, really - in all likelihood it'll just stay in this blog post as a thought experiment.
Google's 'experiment' hiding Australian news just shows its inordinate power
In other words, they killed search results for Australian news media for a day in retaliation over a price bargaining law.
I saw this article right after replying to this thread where haskal was pointing out how Android would nag you about supposedly battery-draining notifications without regard to any demonstrable difference in battery use, relying instead on the software's reliance on Google for its notifications. My response was a related experience where Android would remind me that I was running out of storage and recommend I delete some programs that I supposedly wasn't using much - and they turned out all to be non-Google things I was using on a regular basis for which Google had their own apps.
So, to recap:
That's pretty much the core of their flagship products.
At this point I'm only stuck with it for:
Australians have been seeing current news disappearing in recent days, replaced by old links and old news: in some cases news outlets have disappeared altogether. Google says it is displaying older or less relevant content to 1% of users.
The news comes as the debate between Australian media and “Big Tech” revs up over the proposed news media bargaining code, which would require Google to negotiate a fair price for news content with eligible Australian outlets.
Google doesn’t want to pay for news content, on anyone’s terms except its own, and it appears to be manipulating search results to avoid it.
In other words, they killed search results for Australian news media for a day in retaliation over a price bargaining law.
I saw this article right after replying to this thread where haskal was pointing out how Android would nag you about supposedly battery-draining notifications without regard to any demonstrable difference in battery use, relying instead on the software's reliance on Google for its notifications. My response was a related experience where Android would remind me that I was running out of storage and recommend I delete some programs that I supposedly wasn't using much - and they turned out all to be non-Google things I was using on a regular basis for which Google had their own apps.
So, to recap:
- You can't trust Google's OS to tell you what you need.
- You can't trust Google's search to give you what you're looking for.
That's pretty much the core of their flagship products.
At this point I'm only stuck with it for:
- Email and calendar by organizations I work for or with.
- A lazy way to move text between my computer and my phone. (copypaste the text into a calendar reminder)
- Pokémon Go.
Whose justice?
January 2nd, 2021 23:35On the one hand: the nature of the power dynamic between the parties involved, which may involve hypothetical parties in the future in the event of needing to punish or reward someone for something.
On the other: the formal analogy of how the particular transaction had been structured.
So many of our seemingly intractable dilemmas in our ethics and seemingly heaven-mandated offenses to all natural sense of propriety and justice and compassion explode, evaporate and dematerialize when we allow ourselves to prioritize the former over the latter.
That our law enshrines the latter is proof of its depravity.
On the other: the formal analogy of how the particular transaction had been structured.
So many of our seemingly intractable dilemmas in our ethics and seemingly heaven-mandated offenses to all natural sense of propriety and justice and compassion explode, evaporate and dematerialize when we allow ourselves to prioritize the former over the latter.
That our law enshrines the latter is proof of its depravity.
https://codeberg.org/mc776/hideousdestructor
And yes, this was caused by the bogus "DMCA" notice the RIAA shat on GitHub about youtube-dl, but it's not so much a last straw as I've been looking for another Git host for a while now and hadn't even heard of Codeberg until all this.
And yes, this was caused by the bogus "DMCA" notice the RIAA shat on GitHub about youtube-dl, but it's not so much a last straw as I've been looking for another Git host for a while now and hadn't even heard of Codeberg until all this.
Fired: There Are Nine Planets
Mired: Pluto Is Not A Planet because we all must stick with this arbitrary definition
Inspired: There Are More Planets In The System, Horatio, Than Are Dreamt Of In Your Philosophies
https://astronomy.com/magazine/2018/05/an-organically-grown-planet-definition
Mired: Pluto Is Not A Planet because we all must stick with this arbitrary definition
Inspired: There Are More Planets In The System, Horatio, Than Are Dreamt Of In Your Philosophies
https://astronomy.com/magazine/2018/05/an-organically-grown-planet-definition
Conversely, scientific definitions are almost never and should never be handed down authoritarian-style from a central voting body, particularly when scientists of different disciplines have different uses for the same word. The artificial authority behind the few voted definitions in existence, such as the IAU’s planet definition, should be viewed with skepticism and even dismissal.
[... i'd be quoting the whole piece if i didn't stop ...]
That definitions arise through professional and common usage are one blow against the legitimacy of the IAU’s definitional vote. Another blow arises from the fact that scientists of one discipline should not presume to define words for another. An illustration stems from considering the word metal. Astronomers use it to describe elements in stars heavier than helium. metallurgists use the word in the more common way, yet astronomers and metallurgists don’t fight over the definition — each user community knows what they mean when they use the word metal. What would happen if the metallurgical community declared an official definition of metal and then publicly scorned astronomers for using a different definition, saying, “I wish they would just get over it”?
Just as different definitions of metal serve different communities, we, as planetary scientists, find it useful to define a planet as a substellar mass body that has never undergone nuclear fusion and has enough gravitation to be round due to hydrostatic equilibrium, regardless of its orbital parameters. This is the definition we presented at the 2017 Lunar and Planetary Science Conference. Indeed, planetary scientists already use and teach such a geophysical definition of planet to promote a useful mental schema about the round and non-round worlds we study: At least 119 peer-reviewed papers in professional, scientific journals implicitly use this definition when they refer to round worlds (including moons) as planets. The publication history for these papers spans decades, hailing from both before and after the 2006 IAU vote. This overwhelming precedent cements the geophysical definition’s legitimacy in professional planetary science.
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This new schema for planet — properly defined by expert planetary scientists — will powerfully work itself out in grade school classrooms. Rather than teaching students the names of all the planets, teachers should emphasize the types and subtypes of planets and how the solar system is naturally organized outward from the Sun, using a handful of planets as examples. This is analogous to learning the organization of the periodic table of the elements without having to memorize all or even most of the 100+ names.
Along with this teaching strategy, scientists, educators, and students should ignore illegitimate scientific definitions that arise via voting, such as the IAU’s planet definition. Instead, they should adopt definitions that arise naturally through usage by experts in the field, which reflect and promote a useful mental schema about the natural world and a more accurate picture of how science operates.
This started out as a toot thread here but it was going to take a few edits.
What is attempted here is a "reboot" of the American constitution, based on what's changed over the past 200+ years and also on concerns that would have been unthinkable, or at least unmentionable, to that sausage party of Enlightenment gentry that gave us our current version.
The only restrictions I'm trying to stick to are to make sure each numbered amendment roughly corresponds in spirit with the interests addressed by the original, and to make each one of them a single long sentence without numbered lists. Everything else is subject to radical alteration - especially the ones where I only replaced a word or two.
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The rights protected in this bill are subject to the interests of the Crown in combatting actual threats to either human life or its own capacity to enable human flourishing, which onus shall at all times be on the Crown to establish beyond a reasonable doubt: provided that, at all times, the rights shall be read broadly and purposively in full and proper account for the environmental and socioeconomic context that may apply at the time and place, and any arrangement by the Crown or agent or contractor thereof to avoid these protections shall be of no effect.
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What is attempted here is a "reboot" of the American constitution, based on what's changed over the past 200+ years and also on concerns that would have been unthinkable, or at least unmentionable, to that sausage party of Enlightenment gentry that gave us our current version.
The only restrictions I'm trying to stick to are to make sure each numbered amendment roughly corresponds in spirit with the interests addressed by the original, and to make each one of them a single long sentence without numbered lists. Everything else is subject to radical alteration - especially the ones where I only replaced a word or two.
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The rights protected in this bill are subject to the interests of the Crown in combatting actual threats to either human life or its own capacity to enable human flourishing, which onus shall at all times be on the Crown to establish beyond a reasonable doubt: provided that, at all times, the rights shall be read broadly and purposively in full and proper account for the environmental and socioeconomic context that may apply at the time and place, and any arrangement by the Crown or agent or contractor thereof to avoid these protections shall be of no effect.
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Paraphrased below is a certain sentiment that seems to make intuitive sense as a rebuttal in the context of a tone argument:
The problem is that it is only true if there wasn't a controversy to begin with.
( Let's take that analogy further... )
The fact that these people keep vociferously shouting that something is the case suggests that it is not, or at least it is not a natural fact that is independent of their assertion. After all, no one gets worked up over asserting that the laws of gravity apply.
The problem is that it is only true if there wasn't a controversy to begin with.
( Let's take that analogy further... )
For the past couple years I've liked Jordan Peterson, or at least tried to like him for my godmother's sake.
For instance, this is one of the things I consider to be him at his best:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-wWBGo6a2w
He still does frame much of this around his specific political agenda, but there is far more meat to it that he (or anyone) can only show when not under fire.
The portion of that meat that is not illusory might not be enough.
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In conclusion, at this point it seems best to simply treat Prof. Peterson's public works as invisible - neither believe nor disbelieve anything on his authority or lack thereof. If I ever do cite him in the future, I should do so only provided that I articulate in full, explicitly, independently, the reasoning that leads to the conclusion being argued. I'm not sure why I would do that, except in a "even this guy you're such a huge fan of is saying this" context or maybe to debunk some of the shriller haters lest they make fools of themselves attacking straw men.
For instance, this is one of the things I consider to be him at his best:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-wWBGo6a2w
He still does frame much of this around his specific political agenda, but there is far more meat to it that he (or anyone) can only show when not under fire.
The portion of that meat that is not illusory might not be enough.
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In conclusion, at this point it seems best to simply treat Prof. Peterson's public works as invisible - neither believe nor disbelieve anything on his authority or lack thereof. If I ever do cite him in the future, I should do so only provided that I articulate in full, explicitly, independently, the reasoning that leads to the conclusion being argued. I'm not sure why I would do that, except in a "even this guy you're such a huge fan of is saying this" context or maybe to debunk some of the shriller haters lest they make fools of themselves attacking straw men.
Been a long time since I've linkdumped here. But the series of links from Wednesday followed such a clear thematic pattern I have to save this.
Post-Christian America: Gullible, Intolerant, and Superstitious
One may rightly object to that last comment as a general thing, but given the links that I will link to below, it turned out to be prophetic.
South Park raised a generation of trolls
Porn is Destroying Dicks, and My Job
I spent 23 years as an elite fighter pilot, and it taught me that motivation is meaningless
A cure? A diagnosis? Pride and lust are wonderful motivators.
DoD spends $84M a year on Viagra, similar meds
Not to suggest at all that the porn caused this too. But they are both repeated exposure to destructive, dehumanizing evils with significant neurological consequences.
"Everything Except Country and Rap": What You Really Mean
Relevant for this one line at the end:
Post-Christian America: Gullible, Intolerant, and Superstitious
One may rightly object to that last comment as a general thing, but given the links that I will link to below, it turned out to be prophetic.
Ross Douthat has written powerfully about the political consequences of post-Christian conservatism. It turns out that when men and women shed their faith, they don’t necessarily get more liberal, but they do get more tribal and vicious. Many members of the alt-right, for example, famously shun Evangelical Christianity (calling its adherents “cuckstians”). Indeed, as we learn from the battle between social-justice warriors and their right-wing counterparts — the emerging class of godless, angry populists — when you remove from your moral code any obligation to love your enemies, politics hardly improves.
The damage extends far beyond politics, of course. If there’s one abiding consequence of the shallow theologies and simple superstitions of our time, it’s the inability to endure or make sense of adversity. It’s a phenomenon that fractures families, fosters a sense of rage and injustice, and ultimately results in millions of Americans treating problems of the soul with mountains of pharmaceuticals. ...
South Park raised a generation of trolls
“Is it just me or has South Park gone full cuck?” wondered fans on Reddit’s The_Donald immediately after that episode aired, and probably not for the first (or last) time. But in the aftermath of Trump/Garrison’s election, those same, vigilant cuck-watchers were back to crowing over how South Park had really stuck it to politically correct types in a scene where Trump/Garrison tells PC Principal, “You helped create me.” That South Park positioned this as less of a triumphant comeuppance than a suicidal backfire didn’t seem to matter. And the show more or less left it there—portraying Trump/Garrison as a dangerously incompetent buffoon, but also as the ultimate “u mad?” to all those liberals they fucking hate.
All of which makes Parker and Stone’s recent declaration to lay off Trump in the coming 21st season a real disappointment at best, cowardice at worst. The duo is, of course, under no obligation to tackle politics—or anything else they don’t want to, for that matter. They’re also right that mocking Trump is both redundant and “boring,” and also that everyone does it. For two dyed-in-the-wool contrarians, Trump comedy feels every bit as bland, lifeless, and sitcom-safe as an episode of, say, Veronica’s Closet. Furthermore, Parker’s complaints of the show just “becoming CNN now” and not wanting to spend every week endlessly restacking the sloppy Jenga pile of Trump-related outrage is completely understandable. Believe me, I get it.
That said: Man, what a cop out. South Park has already spent the past 20 years being CNN for its CNN-hating audience. Meanwhile, Parker and Stone have proudly, loudly thumped for a “fearless” brand of satire that’s willing to mock everyone from George W. Bush to Scientology to Mormonism to Muhammad, even under death threats. To shrug now and say, as Parker did, “I don’t give a shit anymore”—right when, by their own admission, the influence of the show’s worldview has reached all the way to the White House—feels especially disingenuous, and suspiciously like caving to the young, Trump-loving fans with whom they have forged such an uneasy relationship. (“South Park bends the knee on their fake-news-fueled portrayal of President Trump,” one The_Donald post gloated, followed by many, many more.) If they truly believe that those trolls in the mirror are “horrible people” who are helping to “fuck the country up beyond repair,” it would be truly fearless to tell them why, with no hint of ambiguous, everything-sucks irony that can be willfully misinterpreted.
Porn is Destroying Dicks, and My Job
I should probably explain that I am Tantric healer, which means that I touch penises for a living. It's certainly not all I do, as an ordained priestess who supports men in cultivating sacred, conscious relationship with their authentic sexual expression, and the Divine Feminine herself. But, for our intents and purposes, all you really need to know is that I touch a lot of penises.
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What's wrong with bucking and clenching and grinding? they ask. Well, these are the actions that speak to Voon's findings, which state that the porn addicted subjects "had greater impairments of sexual arousal and erectile difficulties" than those "healthy volunteers" we referenced earlier. The bucking and the clenching and the grinding are all indicative of desensitization, and of my clients' desperate attempts to generate some real-life arousal, because—as we've already determined—they have become tolerant to subtle sensations, and now require gross and exaggerated stimulation to feel themselves at all, let alone to achieve orgasm. [Graphic description follows of what to expect of a healthy male and a broken one.]
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It's one thing to be numb and unreachable on your Tantrika's massage table. It's quite another when you are entwined in your lover's arms, and she wants to share a connected, mutually-satisfying, erotic experience, but all you can do is pummel and pound while clenching your eyes and your nether regions, calling up any number of online scenarios in your imagination to trick yourself into a semblance of turn-on. Because this is yet another downside of porn addiction: It makes your partner's needs and wants and humanity kind of irrelevant, if not downright annoying, because the porn addict is used to pixelated, 2D "women," who are so much easier to (not have to) deal with than the real life-version, what with their emotions, and their periods, and their clits.
"I prefer seeing you, because honestly, I feel sort of resentful when I have to give my partner foreplay," admitted a twenty-seven year-old client.
I spent 23 years as an elite fighter pilot, and it taught me that motivation is meaningless
A cure? A diagnosis? Pride and lust are wonderful motivators.
In real life, when fear, fatigue, and doubt set in, no speech can provide the motivation you need to keep going. The only thing you and your team can rely on is discipline.
"Discipline Equals Freedom" is Jocko Willink's formula for achieving success. ...
Literally overnight, my motivation evaporated – as did most of my interest in spending a career flying from a carrier. For the first time in my life, flying wasn't fun. I realized that the dream job was just that: a job. And it was a job that was going to require me to do things I didn't enjoy or find easy.
Fear can debilitate a carrier aviator, especially in combat. To succeed, I had to get past it. My self-discipline was all that I could rely on, and I needed every ounce that I had. ...
Most of my time was spent with men like Chris Kyle, who would sit next to me on rooftops, motionless for hours, observing the city through the scope of his rifle. Day in and day out, I watched him do the tedious, thankless, and unrewarding work they don't show you in recruitment videos or movies. Few things can sap your motivation and focus like Ramadi's suffocating dust and 115 degree heat. The only thing that gets you through an environment like that is discipline. And although that discipline often goes unrecognized, it doesn't go unrewarded: It allowed Chris to save countless lives and made him the most successful sniper in SEAL history.
DoD spends $84M a year on Viagra, similar meds
Not to suggest at all that the porn caused this too. But they are both repeated exposure to destructive, dehumanizing evils with significant neurological consequences.
A report published in September found that the incidence rate of ED among active-duty personnel more than doubled from 2004 to 2014.
Researchers at the Armed Forces Health Surveillance Center found that the overall incidence rate of ED climbed from 5.8 cases per 1,000 person-years in 2004 to 12.6 cases in 2013, or more than 1 percent of the total population.
According to the report, 100,248 cases of ED were diagnosed among active-duty members from 2004 to 2013.
More than half of those were classified as "psychogenic," meaning the dysfunction was related to psychiatric rather than physical causes.
A number of factors can contribute to ED, from mental health conditions like post-traumatic stress disorder, depression and anxiety, to medications for treating physical and mental conditions as well as injuries, illness and aging.
"Everything Except Country and Rap": What You Really Mean
Relevant for this one line at the end:
Do you really like everything, or do you just like everything you’re told to?
About time I started jotting down some of these thoughts that have been in my head about this.
Basic premise: The original Doom games (Doom 1 and 2) are a divinely inspired allegory of a man's repentance from sin.
As all pale shadows of the Truth, this is not a perfect analogy: in particular for this first post, no weapon in Doom is strictly necessary (except rocket against Icon of Sin).
(I should note that this does not work with the lore in Hideous Destructor at all, unless one were to assume an extremely unreliable narrator in the setting fluff I've written for it (which granted isn't too off base).)
Related: http://www.amazon.com/Killing-Monsters-Children-Make-Believe-Violence/dp/0465036961/
There is much to be said for this - the basic plot, the aesthetic, the progression and changing appearance of the levels (especially in the first game, (as far as I can tell at the moment) getting weaker with each new official IWAD), even the monster designs (I am assuming that things represented as demonic influences in the game are exactly that, or at worst they are temptations in this world and our own brokenness) - but it's an unchewably big enough bite that this first post will only be one tiny nibble: a brief summmary of the role of each weapon.
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Basic premise: The original Doom games (Doom 1 and 2) are a divinely inspired allegory of a man's repentance from sin.
As all pale shadows of the Truth, this is not a perfect analogy: in particular for this first post, no weapon in Doom is strictly necessary (except rocket against Icon of Sin).
(I should note that this does not work with the lore in Hideous Destructor at all, unless one were to assume an extremely unreliable narrator in the setting fluff I've written for it (which granted isn't too off base).)
Related: http://www.amazon.com/Killing-Monsters-Children-Make-Believe-Violence/dp/0465036961/
There is much to be said for this - the basic plot, the aesthetic, the progression and changing appearance of the levels (especially in the first game, (as far as I can tell at the moment) getting weaker with each new official IWAD), even the monster designs (I am assuming that things represented as demonic influences in the game are exactly that, or at worst they are temptations in this world and our own brokenness) - but it's an unchewably big enough bite that this first post will only be one tiny nibble: a brief summmary of the role of each weapon.
( Read more... )